That was effective. I slept from 6:30 to 8:30 this morning. Nothing like two hours of sleep to make you cranky.
Don't know why I couldn't sleep last night, though the fact that it was light-ish by 3:05 didn't help.
I almost want to say that I'm ready for the light to come up later/go down sooner, but to be honest, I'd rather it stayed like this than going to what it does in December.
I mostly couldn't sleep because I'm starting to feel feverish again. This loop of being sick and feeling so-so had better break soon. I'm almost half hoping for something to be wrong when I go in on the 18th because at least I won't get told 'well, your body has had some big changes since the cancer'.
Just because there have been changes doesn't mean that I should continually feel like I'm swimming upstream. Blech.